Choosing The Chosen

I CAN be your enemy
but I chose not to.

I can hurt you
but I chose not to.

I can betray you
but I chose not to.

I can make you cry
but I chose not to.

I can give you problems
but I chose not to.

I can give up on you
but I chose not to.

I can just walk away
but I chose not to.

I chose not to
because I chose to be your friend.

I chose to care, to love
I chose to protect, to defend
I chose to stay, to be there for you.

I can do whatever I want
but I choose what I will do.

And I’ve chosen to be your friend,
a true friend.

I hope you’ve chosen the same.

^~~~^

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We Already Are, Even Before You Asked –Bestfriends

We Already Are, Even Before You Asked

LOTS OF tears were shed
Lots of laughter were heard

Lots of stories were shared
Lots of whining were ranted

Lots of words were thrown
Lots of embarrassment were seen

Lots of happiness were feasted
Lots of sadness were defeated

Lots of problems were solved
Lots of hindrances were penetrated

Lots of misunderstanding
Lots of moments were treasured

There are lots of people
But there’s only a handful who cares

There are lots of people
But there’s only a handful who stays

There are lots of people
But there’s only a handful who interferes

There are lots of people
But there’s only a handful of true friends

There are lots of people
But you’re one of those handful

There are lots of people
But you’re the one I missed, a lot

I know we haven’t seen each other for some time . .
I know we haven’t talk for some time . .
But not seeing each other doesn’t mean I don’t care,
As not talking doesn’t mean I don’t want to talk.

We may be far from one another . .
But you must know that the distance between us connect us.
I may not be physically there . .
But you must know that I’m just always here.
We may be not having anymore bonding . .
But you must know, I’m still and will always be your friend,
Your bestfriend.

I’m writing this because I’m missing those days . .
I’m writing this because I’m missing my bestfriend . .
I’m writing this because I’m missing you!

you know who you are
my friend, I miss you a lot
^~~~^

“I’ll Be The Greatest Fan Of Your Life”

YOU TRIED to read what’s written in my paper
I was shy so I tried to cover it with my hand
But I heard you read the words silently
So I was unsuccessful in covering it
Then I look at you and saw the smile on your face
Then I look into your eyes and saw the sparkling of it.

I didn’t search for you in our class
But I notice I haven’t seen you
So upon realizing, it made me frown
How did I notice without searching for you
So I’m oblivious to the fact that I searched for you?
So I’m oblivious to the fact that I wanted to see you?

The next day, our paths crossed
As I walk and saw you zooming in, I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t smile to you simply because I was shy
But I wanted to smile and say “hello”
I didn’t look at you simply because I was shy
But I wanted to look and hear you say “hi”.

I heard you talk but not sing
And they said you’re a singer
As I wait for you to sing
I notice everything you do
How you smile, how you veer your head
How you stand, how you hold the mic.

The moment you sing
The moment I heard your voice
Is the moment I felt something
It’s the moment I was speechless
I find myself watching at how your lips move
I find myself listening to every word you sing.

As you were singing
I remember how you smiled at me
I remember how you read my paper
As you were singing
I remember when you talked to me
I remember when our paths crossed.

As you were singing
I became oblivious that I was in a class
I became oblivious to the others
It was just you singing and me listening
I was thrown by your voice
I find myself smiling, hands in my chin.

It was your voice
Soothing for my ears, relaxing for my body
Calming for my mind, aiming for my heart
It was, I’ll admit it, indeed successful
It was because of your voice, I’m hooked
Your song keeps playing again and again.
 

I’ll be your crying shoulder,
I’ll be love’s suicide
I’ll be better when I’m older,
I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.

–(I’ll Be, Edwin Mccain)

^~~~^

House Isn’t a Home

YES THERE’S a difference between house and home..

 

 

House is where you live

but home is where you belong.

^~~~^

Save Me From This

Help and Save Me

FROM THIS state
From this feelings
Save me!

From this place
From this journey
Save me!

From this world
From this hurt
Save me!

Before it even begins
Before it’s too late
Save me!

Just save me..
From falling for you!

^~~~^

Just An Ordinary Day With a Little EXTRA!

TODAY: TWO exams and report/presentation -.- It’s a hell day for me!

So I promise myself that after those acads, I’m gonna treat myself! That after those, I’m gonna enjoy the rest of the day! So I did. And what’s better? I’ve enjoyed the rest of my day with my friends! (:

Moonleaf’s Milk Teas

Wintermelon milk tea for me with pudding as an add-on (:

While hanging in there…

Yes, It’s Us! (:

(T)hank (G)od it’s (R)eally (A)wesome!

My hell day’s over. Well I so love this day! (:

Just another day
with classes to attend..

Just another day
with exams to take..

Just another day
with requirements to pass..

Just another day
with friends to laugh..

Just another day
with milk teas to drink..

Just an ordinary day
with a little EXTRA!

^~~~^

It Kind Of Hurts

There’s a Look In Her Eyes

IT KIND of hurts

when all I care is you

It kind of hurts

when all I think is you

It kind of hurts

when all I remember is you.

It kind of hurts

it has been too long

but it seems

it was just yesterday.

It kind of hurts

I thought I’ve forgotten you

I wanted to forgot everything

but here you are invading my mind.

It kind of hurts

it must mean nothing

I must feel nothing

but why does it hurts?

It kind of hurts

I forced myself not to react

I forced my heart not to beat

but I know it’s impossible.

It kind of hurts

I know I know I know

I thought it was long gone

but it was never gone at all.

It kind of hurts

but you didn’t know

and you’re oblivious

that it kind of hurts.

It kind of hurts

for the nth time, I’m saying

for the nth time, I’m feeling

that it kind of hurts.

It kind of hurts

but it only hurts

just because it was YOU.

^~~~^