Too much words will hurt you
so does too much silence
Too much honesty will destroy you
so does every kind of lies, even the white ones
Too much loving will damage you
so does too much pretending
Too much pain will weaken you
so does too much happy thoughts
It is not only the “too much” which hurts us
often times, it’s the little bits of everything that really do.
I can’t tell you
I can’t tell you because I don’t wanna hurt you
I can’t just tell you what I feel
And telling you might just hurt you more
And seeing you hurt by what I’m supposed to say
Will hurt me even more
Knowing that I’ve hurt you more than you’re already hurting
I can’t be selfish
Because I know you needed me
I can’t just breakdown
Because you’re breaking down
I can’t blame you for knowing you’re just the one hurting
Because you’re hurting enough Continue reading
I once loved the rain
then it reminded me
–the moment when you left Continue reading
Sometimes I wonder..
and thought of wanting
to forget everything..
just to forget the hurt..
the pain that I’ve felt..
just to forget the bad memories..
But then.. I thought… Continue reading
My heart is made of..
It’s made of 10% emptiness…
an entity of nothing
10% full of blankness
And . . . 1% of you.
Yes, if you may ask..
Only a percent of you. Continue reading
I LET you travel into oblivion
and my world, slower it may seem, keeps on spinning
You should travel farther!
Far away… Away from me.
You should, under any circumstances, never return
and my…. you pierced me with your ignorance
I should really turn my back and,
Never hope for your affection that truly never comes
WE WATCH movies. Read books.
And somewhere in between..
we forgot our world.
The one which hurts us.
The one with so much pain
I FORGOT to forget. I cannot not to think of it. It’s bothering me..
I missed you so much. I never thought this such would happen to us. This is what I’m avoiding. This is what I hated. This is what hurting me the most.
I just wanted to cry. Continue reading
IF THIS is a game, put me away.
This is the kind of game, I don’t wanna play.
You started this thing out of nowhere
And now, obviously, you made me –a player. Continue reading