It Ain’t Normal

YES, WHAT’S happening here in the Philippines ain’t normal anymore; the heavy rainfall and all. There’s flood everywhere as if it’s a normal thing to happen. It ain’t normal. It ain’t.

Hearing the news makes me deaf
Seeing the pictures makes me blind
Feeling the sympathy makes me stone
Thinking of the people makes me dizzy

The following photos are not mine, those were just taken online..

Believe It Or Not, It’s NLEX

Look At The Water Level

People Trying To Pass By

Last week, Monday and Tuesday, classes were suspended because of Typhoon Gener. But the following days that week were still rainy and windy.

This week, Tuesday, classes are also suspended in all levels due to the heavy rainfall. Tomorrow classes may still be suspended.

Metro Manila is approximately 50% flooded. Many dams have overflown. Many provinces are already under the state of calamity. Many people are affected. Many lives are at stake.

And in this kind of thing, what we can do is hold on to the faith. If we can’t help physically, then let’s help in any other way possible. Let us pray for the Philippines, pray for my fellow Filipinos. Stay safe.

(photos were taken online)

More Than a Century Of Independence

TWELFTH OF June, 1898
the Philippine Flag;
blue, red, three stars and a sun,
was first presented and waved
in front of the crowd, all singing the song;
the Philippine National Anthem,
–Lupang Hinirang
–as a sign of independence! Independence!

Philippines finally got
the freedom it has been waiting for,
the freedom people has been longing for,
the freedom people has been fighting for.

Filipinos finally saw
the light that has been peeking then,
the light people has been needing then,
the light for all the Filipinos out there.

Twelfth of June, 2012
it’s been more than a century;
exactly hundred fourteen years
having the freedom Filipinos used to fight for,
having the freedom worth having for!

Twelfth of June, 2012
Philippines –still got the freedom
free from any hands out there.
Filipinos –still got the freedom
free from any collars out there.

Independence! Independence!

Fellow Filipinos, Happy Independence Day Philippines! (:
I am proud to be a Filipino!

(picture from Google images)


Such a Movie: Watawat (Flag)

WATAWAT (2009) IS a tagalog independent film directed by Dave Cecilio. The movie went back to the time when the Philippine flag is being created. The movie also highlights some significant events in the Philippine history.

(Side story: I am excited to watch the movie, Watawat, because I want to see how the movie was prepared, how some well-known characters were being portrayed and because after watching the Ang Bayaning Third World I found it interesting to watch movies about history.)

The idea of the movie was great. I didn’t know any other historical movies which story revolves around how a flag was done. Not just a flag, but a symbol of a country, a symbol of independence. When the movie started, I can’t hide my excitement so I was really silent then absorbing the introduction part. Before long, I found myself asking myself, “Is it starting already?”, and I end up asking my friend beside me if it really have started and he said so. I don’t know how many sighs and yawns I have done during the one and a half hour of gazing at the screen but I swear there’s many. I simply didn’t enjoy the movie. It was boring, uninteresting, and unexciting. I know it’s not supposed to be exciting but it’s supposed to be interesting yet it ends up boring. I have difficulties reading the subtitles maybe because of its font. Also some ‘important’ details were wrong; just like the dates. Dates are not really important but when it comes to history; history can never be a history without dates. There are scenes that I don’t understand or why such even placed in the movie. The characters have same accent, not only that, they are monotonous. I mean, why the characters can’t have different tone of voice. Just like Josephine Bracken; I even asked my friends, “Is that Josephine Bracken?” and my question was answered when I heard her name from the other characters. It’s because the tone of her voice, she sounded more like a Filipino not an Irish, unlike the Josephine Bracken in the Ang Bayaning Third World. Having watched the Ang Bayaning Third World I was sorry for I can’t avoid comparing. When you close your eyes, you can’t have distinction between the characters, you cannot be sure if two different persons are having conversation. The only part that I like was when we sang our National Anthem.

After the movie, the director, Dave Cecilio gave the opportunity to comment or to ask him about the movie. He explained not few but several parts of the movie. For me, he was defensive. He is even proud that his movie was done under thirteen days. He also said that his movie was violent-free for his target audiences include children under kindergarten and he needed the RPG rating in order for the movie to be watched by under age. He also said that he wants his movie to be valued by different generations of the society. He is as well pompous as he said that his movie cannot be pirated. He stated that as the process of making his movie lengthen, the expenses also increase; that this movie is not only a matter of arts but also a balance of expense.

The movie should speak for itself. It doesn’t need to be explained or defended by the film maker. For thirteen days he was proud that his movie was successfully finished but then it was more like a presentation than a movie. Just like a presentation made by amateurs. What just makes it a movie is the length of the time it consumed; 90 minutes. He wants his movie to be understood and appreciated by kindergartens which is impossible because in the first place they were just children! Children at that age cannot really understand history even if how hard we try to explain or teach it. If he wants his movie to be appreciated, his targeted audiences must be those who are aware and who have the capability to understand our history. In order for a movie to be appreciated it must be understood first. The movie was violent-free but then a good movie needs that. A historical movie should have at least some violence; it’s not necessarily a must but a great movie requires it just as how a love story needs romance. He was making a historical movie and he wants it to be cherished but then he is not ready to spend a lot of money. I mean, hey it’s a historical movie, it’s gonna be watched by the Filipinos, and he wanted the people to be grateful about it and it’s about the Philippine flag, our flag, but he said, “It’s not about the money, it’s about the expense.” Well, it’s just the same. He, himself, is not open-minded to the fact that he needed a large amount of money in order to produce a great historical movie. He was pleased that his movie was not being pirated, well in the first place who will have the interest to waste time pirating such movie? I am not being rude but the movie gave me reasons to be, I’m just saying that the movie is horrible. A hundred pesos is not worth watching it. My money was just wasted as well as my time.

It’s just that it didn’t satisfy my expectations, it’s just that the movie didn’t speak for itself, I just didn’t appreciate it. It was lacking in many ways.


Ang Bayaning Third World (The Movie)

Seeking for The Truth with Closed Eyes

            ANG BAYANING Third World is a Tagalog movie portraying Dr. Jose Rizal’s life. Not really Rizal’s life, but what happened way back in his time. In this detective movie, the two protagonists who were planning to make a movie out of Rizal’s life seek for the truth. They wanted to make a movie about Rizal that will catch the attention of the people. They attempt to find out what really happened. It was unique how the movie was done. The two protagonists, while searching for the answers they wanted, unconsciously traveled way back in the 18th and 19th century just to talk to Rizal and to some people who were close to his heart; Dona Teodora, Paciano, Trining, Narcissa, and Josephine Bracken. They fire such questions, questions, and questions as they were oblivious to their ranting, oblivious to their words, oblivious to whom they were talking to, oblivious to the veracity that it was just an imagination. In doing so, they end up confused and mystified for all they have are only speculations. They do not know the truth but they’re trying to find out using theories and conjectures which led them not into the truth but just conclusions. Conclusions they just made up.

The two protagonists are like the representation of Filipinos. The two protagonists are so eager to know the truth just like us. We, Filipinos, are so eager to know the truth. We are so eager to know all the answers to the questions we fired as if not knowing the answers will kill us. Just like what the movie explained; will it matter if we know the truth? Will it matter if we know what really had happened? Will it change the fact that Dr. Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado Y Alonso Realonda is our national hero? “Kanya kanyang Rizal” —the phrase quoted in the movie said it all. It is based on ourselves what we believe is to be true.

I swear that after watching the movie, just like the characters in the said movie, I was confused ready to fire questions but then some questions are rather answered by questions too.


Mundong Walang Malay, Madlang Walang Puso

MADLA, ATING sagutin ang katanungang;
Paano na nga ba hinubog ng mundo ang mga tao?
O mas nararapat ang katanungang;
Paano na nga ba hinubog ng mga tao ang mundo?

Paniniwala’y nagkakaiba-iba,
Ngunit mundo’y iisa.
Kagustuha’y ‘di magkakapareha,
Ngunit mundo’y iisa.

Ang mga mata’y waring nakapikit,
O sadyang nagpipikit pikitan,
Upang ‘di makita ang kamalian,
Iba ang nakakaranas ng sakit.

Binuhay ng Maykapal
upang ang lupit ng buhay’y matikman.
Binuhay ng Maykapal
‘di para kumitil ng buhay ng iba.

Bakit ‘di na lamang gawin kung ano ang tama?
Bakit ‘di na lamang sundin kung ano ang nararapat?
Magkaisa sa kung ano ang makabubuti sa masa,
Nang tao’y mabuhay sa tamang paraan, magkaisa ang lahat.

*Poem inspired by news