Better This Way

I HATE this day. Really. I didn’t have a good sleep. Last night I stayed up late (I always stayed up late but it’s just a big deal coz it’s about acads) coz I finished my report and my presentation in one of my subjects. When I woke up, I’m not in a good mood. I didn’t even want to go to my class. But since I’m a student and going to classes seems like a must, I did go, forced to face the day with a crown of frown.

I physically went to my classes but then I was mentally absent. I take down notes but didn’t absorb it. I just took down notes for the sake of copying. And when I don’t feel like copying, I’ll just tire myself; drawing. I’ll just draw and draw and draw anything I want.

Then the TIME finally arrives.. The TIME I just wanted to fast forward if possible. The TIME I just didn’t want to come in the first place. And shit! I didn’t want to recall what happened. I didn’t want to give any details of it also. The time will come when I’ll be reading this and if I gave any details; those happenings will just came pouring in as well as the feeling of being down. I just wanted to forget it.

I’m just writing this because this is my way of letting it out aside from punching walls. And I’ll say, it’s really better this way than the latter way.

 

 

 

P.S. It’s the 7th death anniversary of my grandmother (Inay). I can’t believe it’s been seven years… Missing her -.-

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Ultimate Game, My Ultimate Arrogance!

OKAY. SO in our OR (Outdoor Recreation) we played Ultimate! Okay I’ll admit it. At first I called it Frisbee. Well I know nothing about it. I didn’t even know how to play it. We were taught how to play. And yes, they corrected us. The game is not Frisbee. It’s Ultimate! Frisbee is a brand.

I was excited. Why? I’ve never played Ultimate before. I’ve never even touch any disc before. Haha! Watching others playing it looks like fun so I really wanted to try it. While they were discussing some things we need to know about Ultimate, I was somewhat bored because what I really wanted to do is play! But then they were right. We were just beginners and we needed those information in order for us to understand the game.

We were taught about the disc and the parts of it, back hand, fore hand, pancake, flicking of the wrist, moving of the leg, catching of the disk, holding of the disc, and throwing. The moment they said that we’ll gonna try it, I stood up ready to play.

We formed a small circle and throw the disk to one another. Don’t continue reading if you don’t want a boastful person because I’m gonna praise myself. Hahaha! From our instructor, I heard his; nice throw! good throw! Well he was saying it to me. I didn’t know I can play Ultimate! I really enjoyed it. Then when the other instructor approached us, he watches and teaches us one by one. One of my teammates told him that I was good and that I wanted to be in the varsity which is just based from her. He ask me, have you played Ultimate? Laughingly I answered, no, it was my first time really! HAHA. When he was at my side he quietly say, you wanted to join the varsity? you can. Well so much for the vaunt of myself. But it really made me feel great. I never knew I can really play.

But wait! It’s not yet the game. The game will just begin. Black (my team) versus Grey this time. I didn’t know the mechanics of the game but while playing, I managed to understand. I was made captain by my teammates. So yes, I was the captain of the black team! Hahaha. But then we were just beginners and playing Ultimate seems like a tiring game.

Black versus Grey was a tight game. The game ended with 1-1. Next week we’ll be playing again the same game. So I was really looking forward next week for the next game. I had so much fun.

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You Should Have Stayed With Me

SUMMER IS over,
But I still have hangover.
Classes are about to begin,
But too short summer had been.

Discussions and lessons..
Listening and talking..
Turns out to be;
Stories and jokes..
Doodling and talking..

Summer came and left
Left bringing with her the happenings
Happenings which once made us free
Free from anything which makes us feel something we don’t wanna feel
Anything which reminded us of things we don’t wanna know
Anything which forced us to listen to things we don’t wanna hear
Anything which tied us to the things we wanna leave
Anything which led us to the things that have hurt us
Just any feeling we don’t wanna dare to remember anymore!

But summer is over!
It’s a smile-eraser,
A happy life-killer,
A joy-hacker,
A blogger-stopper.

Classes here they come
And I feel like.. damn!
All I wanna do is hum
Til I fall asleep as bum.

Bye summer,
Hello talker.

Bye blogger,
Hello listener.

Bye writer,
Hello starer.

Bye wordpress,
Hello school desk.

Bye followers,
Hello co-bummers.

Harry Potter Without a Doubt

A movie which leave a mark on my mind and heart…

Harry Potter (1999-2011) – BEING AN avid fan of Harry Potter series (by J.K. Rowling) I’ve read and watch all the series (many times… and I’m still waiting for the Part 2 of Deathly Hallows) and I can say, it’s full of lessons, full of significance. A story/movie about school (Hogwarts), friendship, trust, faith, abilities, family, death and —love. For all we know, Harry Potter is in a world of magic but it is not that far different from the real world where we exist. There are limitations in both real and magic world, wizards are also human beings who also have feelings and live their life just like normal people in their magic world. The very importance of this movie are about friends, death, and of course, love. The friendship of Harry (Daniel Radcliffe), Hermione (Emma Watson) and Ron (Rupert Grint) is very firm, it was tested by other people, by fear, and even by death but because of love and trust they are giving one another they stayed in each other side. As we all now, Harry will not be alive anymore if Hermione and Ron were not on his side all the time. About the Dark Lord, in real life, there is also someone who hated or does not like us or even wanted us to be dead and prayed that we did not exist but there will always something that give strength to us, that made us stand up and fight. Harry’s protection and source of encouragement here is his dead parents, and the love, the love his mother had shown and given to him. That was the one thing why Voldemort cannot and never will defeat him. Death can take people away from us but not the love and feelings we shared and gave. Unconditional love can defeat even the unbeatable, death can take us away but not our memories, feelings and the most important, love.

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(pictures from Google images)

Discovered World

                                         HonestlyALiar. JUST MY pseudoname for I don’t want to be recognize or I’m just scared to receive a-not-goWorld of Bloggingod or stabbing-me feedback from others so better to remain this way I think. I just decided to create this wordpress-thing because I want just want to share things. I’m not a professional writer nor a student under some degrees about communications or writing whatever, I’m just a simple student as I am so do not expect perfect entries from me. I’m just a starter.

    When I was just in grade school I really hate English, what I love is Mathematics. I grew up not wanting but cursing English subject. It was also in grade school when I started to read novel, forced by my sibling to. At first I was wondering why people read novels, those thick books that just looking at them made me feel sleepy. But then my sibling forced me to read one, told me just try. It was summer so there was nothing to do and I accepted the book.Blah Blah Blah It was a good start, I asked so many questions, what’s the meaning of this-and-that word. But I swear, I’ve loved it, the book was written by Mary and Carol Higgins Clark, He Sees You When You’re Sleeping my first read novel that did not disappoint me. When I reach high school my passion in reading novels grew and grew. I started reading Harry Potter series (I’m a vivid fan 😉 ), novels written by James Patterson, Mary and Carol Higgins Clark, Robert Ludlum and more. But even if reading novels became my passion, still I don’t like English but starting to like it in order to write a novel of my own (someday!).

    I’ll be in touch here in wordpress. Have a good day. 😉

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(pictures from Google images)