Already Hurting

I can’t tell you
I can’t tell you because I don’t wanna hurt you

I can’t just tell you what I feel
You’re vulnerable
And telling you might just hurt you more

And seeing you hurt by what I’m supposed to say
Will hurt me even more
Knowing that I’ve hurt you more than you’re already hurting

 

> 21 Days

Everyday seems incomplete without your presence
Your presence physically and even virtually

It’s been a habit.. Our habit
Good mornings and good nights
And making memories in between

Though it’s been awhile
It’s been more than 21 days.. Continue reading

Master of Words

i lost my desire to write
but it’s just always there
beneath me

i lost my desire to write
but i’d rather say
i’ll write again Continue reading

S’es

Sleep wouldn’t come
Summoned from different entity
Still nowhere to be found

Something did turn up
Some words uncalled from nonentity
Singing to my hands Continue reading

FOREIGN

SOMETIMES I LOOK back
and realize Continue reading

Say It

I WON’T believe it
until it comes out of you

You just walk in, in my life
don’t just walk out on me
hoping  this ain’t just a pass-by Continue reading

The Way The World Is

HE ADMIRES her and the feelings are mutual
he wanted to witness her smile
she wanted to stare into his eyes

Both responded in stillness
he witnessed her smile
she stared into his eyes Continue reading

To Act And To React

DEAREST JOHN,

     It’s been too long since the last time I’ve written to you..

     I don’t understand and I don’t wanna understand. I’m just glad that we seems okay even if we’re not writing for some time. Okay in a way.

     Maybe that’s all I needed; not to think of what other people are telling about us, especially about me. You may not know it since you’re far and it is better this way. It is much better not minding them (some people) knowing they are waiting for me to react. Continue reading

I Die a Little

OSTRACIZED
DON’T know what’s going on
they are laughing
they are whispering
i’m out of it
rejected
been told a lie
not knowing
striking words
seeing a family
‘dad’ and ‘mom’
hearing the word mother
thinking of grandparents
friendship planning
lost kinship
saw them together
got my heart pricked
i die a little
i die a little

Get Out Of My Mind

YOU WERE out of my mind

because you were out of my sight..

but now

You’re out of my sight..

but I can’t get you out of my mind.

^~~~^